Looking for a friend who has the same vision as me. The problem is I never have a static view of something called principles. Sometimes I contradict myself, to stand by one vision and principles, but I never did that. That’s why It’s so hard for me to find a friend, friend based on my definition. But I never describe what a friend is. It’s always just intuition that sometimes I know that it fits with us....
It’s been 2 weeks since my first internship. I never think about the structure when I write. I just want to write what I want. I’m delaying my graduation because there is a miscommunication with my lecturer. Actually I can graduate next semester, but since there is a miscom, I can’t graduate next year. And there is something I’m so grateful about this year because this is my first intership. I thought because I have a bad networking, I would start from a small company....
Le nanya ke bapak, “Lulus 3.5 tahun tapi ga terlalu punya pengalaman gpp? Atau mending lulus biasa tapi cari pengalaman dulu.” Tiba-tiba bapak cerita tentang orang spesialis sama generalis. Orang generalis kaya sistem informasi emang pengetahuannya luas, tapi kalo disuruh mendalami hal detail, utamanya detail produk atau service, biasanya belajarnya emang perlu lama, makanya kalo disuruh bersaing untuk hal kaya engineering, jarang manajemen milih orang generalis. Bapak tiba-tiba cerita lagi tentang temennya yg katanya C-Level Telkom....
Cari Magang Kuliah Selama liburan semester ini, saya berusaha mencari magang untuk meningkatkan pengalaman. Meskipun sebenarnya saya berharap tidak harus magang karena masih memiliki banyak tugas dan film yang jadi todolist. Tapi bohong, saya hanya menolak menerima kenyataan bahwa mendapatkan magang sangat sulit. Meskipun telah mengikuti beberapa wawancara, belum ada hasil yang memuaskan. Keberadaan berbagai platform pencari kerja sebenarnya tidak membantu, malah membuat kebingungan karena terlalu banyak pilihan ~ paradox of choice....
Cant sleep after sahur and wtf this satan is doing. They said satan is not shown up during Ramadhan. But I thought it is proven that I am the satan, after all this time. On the internet you can be anything you want. I should've just read quran and pray, but dunno this morning I just mad about OmeTV. I was trying to learn english, speaking especially. But ffffff only Indonesian there....
Want to be a physicists I always pray that my family always be moderate, don’t really need to be rich but enough to fill any physical needs. I always jealous to who can really enjoy solitude, out of the culture or civilization, in order to try to understand what lies behind the truth. Of course I knew I am dumb and slow, but I just want to understand what and how, and I don’t really care about the why anymore....
Untuk FUKI dan Lembaga Dakwah Lainnya “I never imagined how frustrating weakness can be” - Gon Nonton kuliah Jack Dorsey membuat saya ingat kalo dari dulu saya ingin ngeliat apa yang terjadi setiap sudut dunia. Bukan tentang hal negatif atau hal-hal sepele sepele, tapi ingin terus melihat suatu progress yang bisa dibanggakan dan membantu untuk banyak orang di setiap sudut dunia. Tapi niat baik itu tidak selalu membawa jadi baik juga....
The needs of every human being are very strange When I was a junior high school and tried to get into selection of math Olympiad, I was failed. I've never been good at being grateful, even though I'm quite old. At that time, I was looking for someone to blame, I wish I had a typical Asian parent who forced their kids to study hard. My parents are somehow religious, but unfortunately, they really make a democratic system which have this kind of problem....
When I was in the last year of Junior High School, I forgot about the details of the event actually because it was 3 years before. I forgot why at that time the upper stairs were unoccupied. I forgot about the number of my friends that come there. I only remember the three of us were playing this game and the feeling of being moved by ‘something'. There were groups that talked about something that they had never experienced before, and they assembled talking about that and made me and my friends curious about that....
Slept with centipedes in the dark was the most awesome thing which I’ve been experienced. I feel like something is crawling on my neck. I thought it was just an ant, but what kind of ant crawling like a worm and my hypothesis it was a worm, and I really got scared of it. I might not scared If I knew the effect of worm crawling on my skin but I always afraid of what I don’t know and at that time I knew nothing about a worm so I was paranoid about that....